Smile, even though others don't..

    Well Hello fellow bloggers, here is the newest update in the world of Jackie? o___o not very exciting.. but lets see, i think i'm getting a cold...great, not !!!!!! for once i was actualy full today at lunch,maybe because i ate? yeah i had a salad, chicken sandwitch and im still drinking my rasbeery ice tea..lol but umm, i'm soooo bored, honestly i need something to do this weekend. any ideas now..??? nope none!!!! i'm tired of all these mean people out here, like seriously get over urself, ur not very niec, go take a happy pill...please!!!!but ummm, very sad though, cuz umm how do i say this? i have a crush on some guy..i don't think it's gonna work though? scared, i wish for once i didn't have to get my hart broken...well thanks for reading my newest, update..have fun blogging fellow bloggers:) xoxo

Wondering?

   So hello again, with nothing to say like always,lets think?
what's going on it the wonderingful world of Jackie..well been without pop for 2 months,so doing well i would say with my cut off of pop,candy,icecream and junk..been eating healthy atleast i would say:)
i've been only drinking water,juice and milk..ohh and my fav ice tea and coffee:) yummy..:p
sometimes i wish i was different person with a different life and different wants,is it possible? nope..but i can live with it..well to some point,until those one days come around.
   Well, so usually i don't cry,i mean i NEVER cry,but sometimes i want to sooooo bad,like i feel like i have a reason to,when maybe actually i don't at all. Well done ranting and complaining,have fun blogging fellow bloggers :) xoxo

Really...yep i got screwed

Soo let's back up a little bit...how have things been? swell
anything i would gladly love to change? yes
soooo anywho, it seems like everytime i get on here, i don't know what to write about it,and it really grinds my gears!!!!!! so umm i feel extremely emberressed and a little sad,soo day 2 of secret santa and what did i get?? any guesses...o__o "Nothing" yess the gift that keeps on giving people,so if anyone has any last minute gift ideas, lol you can get me nothing to go with my no presents.i understand i don't really belive in christmas and jesus,and i belive in more of the judism religion but still,come one jewish people even get 8 days of gifts..soo wow maybe this is some pay back or something? yeah i understand, the whole karma thing,but if i'm somebad person then let the bad luck fly then!!!!!! honestly i don't rant lol but i feel like it because i'm sad, and really annoyed.
Well goodbye fellow bloggers,have fun blogging xoxo